Thursday, October 05, 2006
exam period____
sighs.....its like the fourth day of exams....i finished my papers like english, chemistry,maths and tmr is gonna be history and maths paper 2...sighs...can't be bothered with history..not a history person...not a humanities person at all...sighs.... its like i trying to study history but it just can't get into my head...! arghs!
scared that my results are llike not okay...dun wanna get kicked out.....i'm like so pissed with my mummy lor....i switch on the heater and etc..then by the time i wanna bath they will like use finish all the hot water...leaving me the extremely cold water....no wonder i fall sick so easily...have been continuously falling sick for like the last 2 weeks..... during exams i break out and pespire in cold sweat..come home my appetite is like shit....whenever i blow nose i got blood coming out from my nose...getting phlem in my throat now...sighs....chest pains..wahh! so many probs with my health....
plus i getting fatter which i have major cellulite problems...gonna go jogging with meiyi to lose the excess fat build up after exams....sighs...hope to be skinny someday....why must i be FAT!!!!why?why?why???.....maybe its my bone structure and i got so much muscles that are like ugly and look like men legs..shiat!!!!so hate my body now....but studies more impt....
today came home then relax abit but in the end i fell asleep and woke up ard 7pm...sighs....wasted my time..so gonna wake up early in the morning ard 4-5 to study history...hoping that it wuld get into my head....must pray.....hmms....meiyi all the best for exams....must go jogging with me from time to time hor!best of luck to everyone out there having exams..